灰色

灰色。

感受很多，積成一團，很難消化。
功課考試要來了，得趕快應付。

有時，太敏感不是一件好事。

每一個畫面、每一個音符、每一下動作、每一種語氣...... 都訴說著很多。
多得我們平時都不察覺，甚至無視它們的存在。

潛意識太重了。

不懂得為何我仍在笑，天天的笑，眼淚不懂得流出來。

這樣一團糟的生活，為何我仍能過呢？

灰色。

矇矓裏仍能看見一切；不會撞死，也不會迷路。生活仍在自己的掌握中。
一切就只那麼多了一層輕輕的迷霧。包圍著。
不知何故。

聖誕節，收到一張傳單，上面寫著 "Have you been saved?", 下面有一段字：
"All of us have become like one who is unclean, and all our righteous acts are like filthy rags; we all shrivel up like a leaf, and like the wind our sins sweep us away. If you, O Lord kept a record of sins, O Lord, who can stand? But with you there is forgiveness: therefore you are feared. Christ died for our sins according to the Scriptures, that he was buried, that he was raised on the third day according to the Scriptures... that everyone who believes in him receives forgiveness of sins through his name." ------ HOLY BIBLE

哈哈，上半段寫得相當一矢中的，人類的魚腥味臭屎味我算是聞過了，臭得作嘔... 有誰不像秋葉一飄而過？又有誰能站得住腳呢...~ 只是，如果我們接受自己，不亢不卑，和相信寬恕帶來的釋放又有多大分别呢？

"Whoever believes in the Son have eternal life, but whoever rejects the Son will not see life, for Gods wrath remains on him." ------- HOLY BIBLE

Wrath...用到個咁兇既字。
我而家都見唔到life... 信你，又會見到d咩呢~

所有上半段都講得好中，但係上半段同下半段是沒有必然關係的。

仍然灰色。

由得我把生活支離破碎開，再重新拼合吧。我想看得見這個大世界。

既夠未夠。